PLEASE WAIT A LIL BIT LONGER

So where was I? I'm approaching my final stretch for my internship. I just feel that I could do something more if the internship period was a bit shorter. Nonetheless, I do learn a bit here and there throughout. So last week been really really tiring but gooood week. I'm just exposing myself to things I never do before just for experience sake and hopefully it will be good for my personal works. Influencing myself, observing people, doing social experiments and observe more. It'll be long tedious process but I do hope to find a fixed direction on what I'm gonna shoot for the next so and so years to come. Keep on hating people.

PRETENDING

Sunday was family day. I didn't manage to sleep in this weekends. My body clock was tuned to wake up early. Nothing else interest me except my young niece and nephew. The niece is one sweet young thing. She's a child everybody adores - quiet and adorable whereas the malay young dude is so 666. I observed them for awhile and it's quite a scene. Kids are able to smile without anything. They would jump 3 times, screamed gibberish shits, end it with a huge spin and smile like crazy. I totally adore their life. If I was given a choice, I would want to be a kid(with a developed mind). The girls would totally love you, you don't have to spend money at all and when you're bored, you just do the jump jump routine.

I want a set of fairy oddparents.

THERE'S SOMETHING IN THE AIR

I've been listening to the same playlist over and over.

Digitalism

Stars

Two Doors Cinema Club

Jonsi

Broken Social Scene

Ratatat

Shugo Tokumaru

We Are Scientist

TSKTSK

The past week had been exceptionally good. Tiring but good. Homey, The Killer Gerbil just launched his mighty clothing line. Do check that out and show him some love.
Catherine's back for a short while and she has her stuffs on brightspot market. Do check that
out too. Everybody's doing super fine. So, I have been hanging aroung with the homeboys a lot
lately. We went to digitalism, shit's good and that day we played bowling. Super healthy
compared to the other stuffs we did. My laptop decided to be a shithead and died on me.
I owe photos to some people. It's irritating. Delphic is coming to town this august, I hope
Miss roslyn will tag along. Haha.

Please pardon my paragraphing. Blackberry's pretty much a shit phone except its bbm.

TWITTER IS 666

I know I haven't had a proper mindset this few weeks. Things weren't going to what I planned. I always tell myself never plan things which are 6 months ahead, it just won't work. Now, I'm gonna cut it to three and hopefully it'll stay at three otherwise there will be nothing to look forward to at all. Which is kinda sad don't you think?

So on those random toilet breaks, I thought about it(random fact #1: my mind works best when I'm passing motion) and try to figure out the cause. After slicing and cutting(random fact #2: i like to let em go in bits and pieces), I found out the evil cause. It was Twitter.

Twitter's mad evil and people are using Twitter to distract themselves from the good stuff. If you think about the tweets you made, for example, "I am so fucking hungry". The only logical thing that a wise man would do is to find food when he's hungry but no! Ever since Twitter's born/created, we, man, decided to whip out our cool Blackberries/iPhones(I'm assuming Nokia and shits are dead) and tweet it instead of really doing what your mind asked you to do. Goddamn, why the jipplydeedeedoo we tweet instead of finding food?

We tweet the most random and funniest things ever. Twitter is becoming our secondary brains and by funny, I'm referring to rants. Rants are the funniest shit ever. Instead of asking or giving signals to irritating maaaafarkers to shut the fuck up, what do we do? We tweet. This is becoming a phenomenon and it's fucking addictive. Susej!

I wonder if I can switch back to my old radical mindset. I am not saying that I'll stop using Twitter. That will be absurd, my 169 followers will be mad sad. Maybe instead of ranting, I'll tweet funny stuffs and become a Twitter comedian. I enjoy seeing people laugh. Although some may be fake, it at least hides the sadness for awhile. So yeah...

Twitter is evil.

Follow me,
www.twitter.com/gilaman

WORLD CUP

I caught a few matches so far. It felt good watching all the teams working real hard. Well, I enjoy the game more because I didn't put any money on it. It just puzzles me when somebody loses and let out cheap remarks such as "Oh the match's fixed!", especially when the underdogs are winning. It's really thrilling to support the underdogs and see the big teams walk out of the pitch with their heads hung low. Come on it is an event which happens 4 years once, don't say it's lame and uncool.

HAVE YOU FELT SO GODDAMN STRONG?

Catherine's back and we hung out for abit. So fresh to hang out with your closest friends. Yesterday was really spontaneous. It was good.

1000 WORDS

I'm playing matching-matching with songs to relate with. It's not easy to write.

TUNED TO YOUR FREQUENCY

I WAS EXCITED FOR FRIDAY LAST WEEK

I've been listening to Benga - Phaze One for the past few days. Well, it put me in an auto pilot mode at least. Just pure basslines, no lyrics, nothing to think about. Check out Benga. LDN's talent.

WAKE UP CALL

The stuffs I did for the past few months probably are not even worth given a glance at. This included my work and my day to day behavior. I believe I was trapped in a delusional world where everything went my way and how I picture it to be. Friends being nice, saying what I've done is okay and me going along with it with no or maybe very little intention to improve. The worst thing could ever happen to destroy that tiny ass delusional world is an army of strong-stinging-short sentences of criticism. It will hit the outer membrane and penetrate slowly and painfully causing a catastrophe.

Oh one definitely hit me hard. So hard, I flinched. Once again, to take it positively is a whole different ball game. I just hope it won't take too long to recover to rebuild the city. Pucker up bitch.

A HUGE BAGGAGE

Sometimes what you really want to say gets clogged in between the vertebrate and you just die.

SPENDING ALL YOUR PARENTS MONEY AND CLAIMED YOU SAVE ALOT

I've been playing alot of bejeweled blitz. Work has been really good. I just cropped out photos and convert pdfs to jpg. WUWUWUWUWUWU

FAN TELEVISION IRONING BOARD

It's one of those days when you tried to do something but at the end of the day, no matter how hard you tried, nothing changed. WUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWU.

I suck at writing. I'll try again tomorrow.

LIKE FOREVER

This weekend really felt really really long. It's like I had two Sundays. I spent time with few of my closest peers during the weekend. I had dinner with Zijun and Shi Hui on Thursday, we hadn't see each other since the school reopened. Well, actually I met Zijun a few times during lunch but it was really brief and quick. It was really nice to hang out with them and just chat random stuffs.

And Friday, we stayed over at Ben's. It's been a long time since I touched the east side. Thu min was there too and yeah Louis. Oh Sunday finally. Time quick zoom pass please.

THEY'LL BLEED AT THE PRETTIEST PLACE

I'm practicing my writing skills. It's pretty bad. I had a hard time writing the synopsis for my works the other day despite having so much in mind but I just do not have the ability to pen it down. It's really fresh to receive a call from my lecturer, saying he likes my work and wanted me to participate in the Crowbar Awards shit. Oh yes, school got the fees covered.

I really miss school. It was the last day in the office for the other intern. It was nice to meet him. We had a massive feast. I can't wait for my turn to leave.

I am writing like a 12 years old. Hooray.

GO HIGHER THAN HIGH, GO LOWER THAN DEEP

Crystal Castles is for the morning train ride. Pumps me up everytime. Got tickets to BSS. It's gonna be a good day.

UNITE

Met up with teh homeboys earlier. We had dinner at liang court. Pretty dope place with decent price. We ate alot! Nice catching up with everybody. Everybody is doing really well. It was a good night!

300 DPI PLEASE

Work is really dreadful. I hate web. I will never touch anything 72dpi related after I am done with school. It's really difficult to catch up with technology yet some still prefer the old way of writing stuffs. I've been in close contact with few of my classmates. Two to be exact. Sad to say but yes, there's only 2 who I can click with. Can't wait for the four months to end. I miss the time when we just laugh at every harmless-being and criticise each other for being mean. Ohhh hello Friday.

THE GREEKS FUCK ALOT

I had fun for the past 2 days with two awesome people with small eyes. haha. I caught a movie with roslyn. she's so nice to hang out with! aaron was at red hill, so i hanged out at his place earlier. his house is pretty rad. good vibes good vibes.